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"For The First Time In Years, I Cried
A Different Kind Of Tear..."
At 25, I was £28,000/$56,000 in debt, with no car, no savings, no investments,
no credit, a below-average income, and a job & lifestyle I hated. But I had a
dream...
From the desk of: Scotty Stevens Portsmouth, England
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It started when I was 18.
A credit card offer came through my door. “Free money!”, I exclaimed.
This was to be the start of a long and valuable lesson. In fact, make that
a very long and very valuable lesson. I didn't
realise it the time, but I'd just taken my first step on a long journey. A discovery.
Not just of life, but of myself. It’s a long story. Let me give
you the condensed version... I was a bit of a wandering soul,
as a child. Didn't really have any direction. Didn’t really know what I wanted
to do with my life, except to become the world's greatest guitar-player (still
a dream of mine!). I drifted through school, constantly changing
my mind as to what I wanted to be when I left. I've always been into art and drawing,
so for a time, I wanted to be a cartoonist. And later-on, I wanted to be a vet.
And then I decided I liked dolphins, so I now wanted to be a
marine biologist. Then a marine zoologist. Then just a zoologist.
And then Jurassic Park came out, and I wanted to be a palaeontologist.
But then I realised I actually hated studying, and the thought
of spending another 4 years of studying - after finishing college – scared
the hell out of me. I decided to 'play it by ear'. I chose 3
'cop-out' A'Levels to study at the no-brainer, easy-to-get-to 6th Form college,
that was on the same campus as the school I'd just spent the last four years at
– 5 minutes walk away. So it was the 'easy' choice. I scraped
a pass in 1 of those 3 A' Levels, and decided to take a 'year-out' to 'think about
my options' – (Scotty Stevens translation of 'think about my options' = try and
work-out exactly what the hell I wanted to do with my life!)
So I did some more drifting. Went from one job to another, trying to find the
perfect job for me. (Realised later there wasn't one.) Wrote some music and tried
to get a band together – to keep the guitar-playing dream alive. But I was going
nowhere, fast. At the same time, that credit card offer had come
through the post. And I learned how to shop. And boy, did I shop! You name it,
I bought it. Guitars, amplifiers and other musical equipment, CD's, films, clothes,
shoes, nights out, restaurants. And a few 'other things' that
don't bear mentioning here... I spent whatever the banks would
lend me. And at the time, I was paying the minimum payments every month, so my
credit was good. My reward for this was an increased credit limit, which equated
to more of the same. I didn't realise it at the time, but I was falling deeper,
and deeper into debt... It took a shock to the system to finally
wake me up from my drifting. But it would be still some time before I acknowledged
I had a spending disease... The shock to my system came when
at 22, my girlfriend of 18 months decided we were finished. I was devastated.
OK, we’d had an on-off relationship, and we used to argue all the time. But I'd
become comfortable. It was easy. It turned-out to be one of the turning points
of my life. Like I said, it was a 'shock to the system'. After
about a month of being alone, I said to myself, "Is this it? Where am I? Where
am I going? Is this how it’s going to be for the rest of my life?". Now, that
scared the hell out of me. It was time to move jobs again. I looked in the job
section of the local paper. And for the 1st time, I looked right through it...
...right through to the small, lineage ads that I’d always thought
were the scams. I noticed an ad that said something like "make
£500 per week in your spare time from home." I picked-up the phone, invited the
man round, he interviewed me and left me with a video. I think I must have worn
that video out. Working from home, making great money part-time, travelling the
world , wearing expensive clothes and driving fast cars? Yes please!
And on the 10th August, 2000, I joined my first network marketing
company. To cut a long story short, I spent the
next 2 years having the time of my life, meeting people, doing things I never
thought I’d do, like presenting a business to strange (not literally!) people
in their own homes, doing talks in front of 10s of people and winning awards for
business advancement. It was going great! I'd started to dream!
I realised I had dreams inside me I never knew I had. I wanted to travel, sooo
badly! I wanted the fast cars, nice clothes and the beach body – and why not?
I made plans. I knew what I was going to do tomorrow, the next day, the day after
that, next year, 5 years time and 10 years time. I’d found myself!
Except... Do you remember that spending
disease I said I had? Well, I still had it... I was still spending
money I didn’t have - only this time, I was spending it on the business, too.
Advertising, marketing, travel, meetings, seminars, conferences, accommodation,
etc, etc, as well as spending it on all the other 'bad stuff.' I was getting myself
so far into debt, I had to get another credit card to pay for the payments on
the other one. And then I had to get another one. And another
one. Until I had 4 credit cards. And an overdraft. "It’s OK!", I told myself.
"I’ll be making loads of money, soon, and I’ll be able to pay it all back!" Oh,
how I was wrong..! It turned-out, that after 2 years, I had to leave that business.
How could I carry it on? I was spending more money than I was
making!? So I did leave. And promptly joined another one, as well as a couple
of other things in the background to try and pay for the running of the new business.
It was becoming a joke. I was STILL going nowhere. What was I going to do? Am
I just not made for business, or something? Ready for another
turning point? It came in the summer of 2002 when I received
an email from my 'sponsor' of the second – and last – network marketing company
I was in at the time. The email itself was nothing spectacular – it was just regarding
a meeting we’d had, or something. But it was his email signature
that caught my eye: "Have You Tried Mining Gold On The Internet?", or something
like that. "Mining Gold?", I thought. I clicked through the link, read an amazing
sales letter about how you could make thousands on the internet, didn't think
twice, and bought the ebook. Thus began my internet marketing
education. The BEST education I’ve ever had. But what about the
debt problem? Well, unfortunately, I had to get about as low as a human can possibly
get before, after God-knows how many years - 4? 5? 6? – I realised enough was
enough. It happened on the night of one of my mates - Ash’s - stag night.
I pulled-up to the cash point after leaving my house, to get some cash for that
night. "£10 is all I can afford," I thought, walking toward the machine, wondering
how the heck I was ever going to have fun on a measly £10. "Nothing new,
there," I mused. I put my card into the wall, and suddenly I
had something else to think about. I was overdrawn. Again. But I wasn't just 'overdrawn'.
I was past my agreed overdraft limit, and into the red. Something must have come
out of my account that I’d forgotten to account for. Thing was, this wasn’t the
first time it had happened. And I was sick of it. I was sick
of being 'sick of it'. I'd had enough of having enough. I couldn’t take anymore.
I got back into my car, and I just drove. I drove and drove and drove. And then
I got out the car, and I walked. And I thought. And I cried. "I can’t live like
this anymore. I just can’t". Without really noticing it, I’d
got myself into quite some mess. I was 25, £28,000 in debt, with no savings, no
investments, no credit, a below average income, a job I hated, and a non-existent
lifestyle. (I was soon to become 26 and sell my car to pay-off some debts.) My
family hated me... Friends fell by the wayside... Girlfriends became anything
that fill the void... People were constantly asking me for money
I just didn't have, and my parents being as they are, always stepped-in to help
me. But the mess was upsetting them. My Mum would cry herself to sleep. My Dad
was disgusted with me. My brother and sister hated what I was doing to the family.
I sought counseling for my problems. A way out. Lately, I’d felt
so low I felt like driving off a cliff, or driving into a wall at high speed,
or jumping off a bridge, or whacking my head against a wall so hard it would kill
me. But something stopped me. My dreams. Goals. Hunger. Ambition. Pride.
I went home, and I began to turn things around... Over the next
few months I got busy. I made deals with my creditors for how much I could pay
every month. I worked hard to pay the bills. I'd sold my car by now, so I was
saving money on tax, insurance, MOT, fuel, maintenance, etc.
I immersed myself into my internet marketing. I lost quite a bit of money along
the way, but this time it was just money that I would otherwise have spent going
out or being crazy, so I wasn’t getting any further into debt anymore.
I created Nunkey as the banner under which I would be building all my proposed
businesses under, starting with Nunkey Publishing - my first baby. This was to
be my digital information publishing company that all my online stuff would be
done under. I was making loads of mistakes, but I was learning
all the ways that didn't work. I realise now that this is one of the best
ways to learn, by making mistakes. I was homing-in on my winning formula. My business
model at this time was Google advertising. I’d set up a few campaigns doing everything
by the book, and by using a little initiative. And on the 27th
March, 2004, the breakthrough. My first sale, online... I screamed
– "yes! I'm on my way!" For the first time in years, I cried a different kind
of tear. From now on, I was unstoppable. I had a formula, now. All I had to do
was to keep doing what I was doing, and everything I'd been dreaming about over
the last 4 years would start to come true. But then things were about to get even
better... Back at the end of 2003, I’d bought this website-building
business program called 'Site
Build It!' I’d given it a go, and started to build a site, but I hadn’t
really gone by the manual. I thought I knew best and did everything the manual
said you shouldn’t do. I did everything the wrong way round.
I then got sidetracked when I started to have success with another model. But
I went back to SBI! soon after my success after reading a few case studies online
about people who'd really been successful with Site Build It! and I decided I
had to give it a proper go. So I spent a few days really doing
some research into profitable niches where I could make some money. I drew-up
a list of '10' niches and made-up my mind that I was going to set-up an SBI! (Site
Build It!) website for each of these websites as quick as I could over the next
year. I reasoned that this business model was a more solid, long-term
way to earn money online. My first website was the paintball website. And man
how that thing took off! It was under 2 months old and it was starting to receive
significant traffic! I was overwhelmed! I felt like a genius!
Within 2 months, the daily traffic from the paintball site had ensured it's position
within the top 1% of all websites! Wow! And all I did was follow the manual! And
I think this is the secret here. All those that have become successful with SBI!
all have one thing in common – they all followed the manual..! And
so, over the next year, I bust my gut cranking-out these information sites in
niche markets. I had my problems along the way, don't worry. When you want something
so badly, you're working so hard to get it, yet you're still so far away - it's
easy to come off the rails sometimes. So then what? Well, I actually
exceeded my goal of '10' sites. Working until 02.00 - 04.00 am in the morning
most days (stopping most things pleasurable along the way including my own band),
I actually managed to rack-up 30 of these sites! And for a good few years, this
is how I made my money. And I DID make some nice money, and I
DID clear some debts and live more comfortably. But I still hadn't found my place
in life. My purpose. Until now. See, all this time, I'd been developing some strong
and controversial views concerning the make-up of society today, the mediocrity-promoting
culture thereof, and the role of the government and the state in the influencing
(enforcing) of it. See, I'm proud to be a human being, and I'm
excited at what I - and everyone - can achieve if left alone, free. But unfortunately,
our race is not in safe hands. Who knows how advanced we'd be now, if it hadn't
been for socialism, religion and statism. You may think I'm crazy, or faintly
megalomaniacal. But like I say, I care about this race, and I WILL NOT stand by
and see it destroyed right before my eyes. And these feelings
led me to the concretion of my purpose, the goal to travel the world with a laptop
under my arm, guitar on my back, and a surfboard on the roof rack, living the
playboy lifestyle, immersing myself in the cultures, languages, religions, beliefs,
histories, philosophies, cuisines, fashions, music, art, writings, cities and
beaches of the world. My first destination - 2009 - is the whole of Europe
in a Lotus Elise with my brother and fellow musician, Dan. I will, over
the next 5 - 10 years, cover the entire globe, soaking it all up, developing my
own philosophy, spreading my message, and becoming the man whose image is cemented
in my mind... I see this world and the way people are, and it angers me.
I want to be the man - along with those that join me on the way - that steers
it in the right direction. Toward a destination for the betterment of the planet
and its inhabitants - and our future. Not backwards, but forwards. Not
negative, but positive. Not pessimistic, but optimistic. I don't just
want to plug-in to the system like the rest of society; I despise the system,
everything it creates, and the sheep it breeds. I want to ultimately replace the
system with a much more free way of living. At 35 - 40, when I settle down
a wise man, with a beautiful family, somewhere exotic and simple, somewhere that
has grabbed me on my travels, somewhere hot, on a white beach, with waves fit
for surfing, with a lovely community - not too far from the city, will my life's
work will truly begin, including raising amazing kids to continue from where I
will someday leave off... So this mission begins here and now, with a project
that will showcase my purpose, help my growth, and build the foundation. I
have from now, until 2009, to build a mobile income that I can take with me to
Europe and beyond, and begin the discovery of the world, as I now continue my
own. Nunkey Publishing - my online publishing company - is only the beginning
of my vision with Nunkey. Using Nunkey Publishing as a springboard to bigger,
world-bettering projects, I plan to do as our company mission states: "Put
the human back into humanity". I know you're probably
thinking that this is no ordinary 'About Us' page, but I didn’t want to bore you
with some ordinary story. I tell you this story because it may trigger something
inside you. I hope it does. There really is more to life out there than what we've
been led to believe. It really is there for the taking. That's my story. Wish
me discipline, strength and an open mind. I'll need them!
To Freedom,
Scotty Stevens - "mecum
et incipio et finio" The Humanpreneur MD And Founder Of The
Nunkey Brand "Putting The Human Back Into Humanity" P.S.
If my mission resonates with you, let
me know, here. I'm constantly looking to build our team, and speed-up
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